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A/N: As promised my children.
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Bakugou and Deku's fight with all might proved to be just as chaotic as Kira had expected. The two spent as much time fighting each other as they did fighting All Might. There were literally four different times when they physically hit eachother.All while All Might was absolutely wrecking them both. Punching them into the ground without mercy. It really was a fucked up thing to watch.Kira stood beside Kirishima, gripping his arm. At times she held it so hard he had to harden his skin to keep her from accidentally bruising him. He understood her suspense, no one looked away from the screens the entire fight. No one could really tell who was going to come out on top until it was over.Until Midoriya carried Bakugou out in their last effort to escape.Yeah he wasn't going to like that at all. She figured he'd be pretty pissed off when he woke up. Kira left the observation room after being dismissed by Aizawa. She received several congratulations from other celebrating students. Mina and Sero had unfortunately lost their round with Midnight, both completely distraught over not being allowed to go to the summer camp. But they still stopped to congratulate Kira and Denki.So Kira conveniently let it "slip" that she knew they'd be able to go anyways. They'd just have to take extra classes.After that Kira grabbed her things and made her way to Recovery Girl's office. When she walked in her uncle was gone. Thank God, she didn't know what they were supposed to say to each other after all that.Midoriya was laying in the bed, head down, ass up. His back recovering from when All Might rammed into it and threw him against a bus. Bakugou was on his back, still in his hero costume. Completely unconscious.Midoriya on the other hand was awake. Kira could sense his thoughts. He was just thinking about the fight. About all that his mentor had said to him just moments ago.She sat and listened, he hadn't even really noticed that someone came in.She never expected that there would be a moment in time when she didn't completely despise the boy.
When he knew she was around his thoughts were constantly bitter, angry. She put him in a very bad mood. But right now he was calm...She caught a glimpse of him. As he sat there, looking out the window with his face against his pillow. "Why did they have to set it up like this? Against all might. With Kacchan? At least it's all over now. Man my back hurts. I hit him, I kinda feel bad about it. We've had our fights before but it's never gotten physical. He punched me, without even hesitating when I was trying to strategize. Are we really that bad? Does he really hate me that much?"Kira slowed her breathing and didn't move. Trying to remain quiet. She wanted to listen to him, while he didn't know she was there. She hated him, but she wanted to understand him better.Because maybe if she did... She could fix this. Not their relationship, but Maybe help him. She wanted Deku to move on, this wasn't healthy. Not for anyone involved."I guess it's my fault. Nothing I do works. I want him. I want him to like me. And only me. I want to be his only one. That's all. That's all I've ever asked for." He thought sadly. Kira cringed at his weird obsessive thoughts."It's happening again. Just like how it started. He has people around him. People he likes more than me. I'm losing him. I don't want to lose him. I need him. Why can't he understand that?"Kira watched him. Barely able to see the reflection of his face in the window. His eyes were closed, anyone else would have thought he was sleeping. She knew if he opened his eyes he would see her. He would be angry at her again, close off his thoughts and just spiral again."He's all I have. And he hates me. I ruined everything. Why did I have to try and change things? I wish I could just go back. Back to when we were kids, friends. I would do anything to take it all back. I'd be content, I'd be okay with just following him around, suppressing my feelings. I want to go back. I could deal with seeing him with girls, with him having other friends that take up his time. I could deal with that better than I could deal with him hating me."His eyes peeled open. Kira could see clearly that he had been crying. She bit her thumbnail. She knew he'd notice her, so she moved and sat down by Bakugou's medical bed. Midoriya glanced up and saw her. His eyes went wide, then he just stared. Too tired and mildly dead inside."So I guess you heard all of that didn't you? If you're going to read people's minds you should at least knock on the door. Let them knew you're there." He mumbled. Closing his eyes again."What happened?" Kira asked. Not responding to his suggestion."I thought you knew everything?" Deku grumbled, trying to turn his head so he could see her completely. Not just through the reflection.It took a moment. But he eventually turned completely, his face level with Bakugou's. He stared at him for a second and then closed his eyes. If Kira hadn't been there, he would have stared longer."Not everything. Not yet. I'm just good at pretending like I do." Kira said honestly. "Neither of you think about it much. You both regret what happened.""I don't. It wasn't my fault, it was his." Midoriya said spitefully."Tell me." Kira said. Leaning forward. "I'll figure it out anyways, and we all know you're not opposed to spreading rumors.""Figure it out yourself." He said. "She won't see my side. It's embarrassing and I don't want to relive it. She'll just poke fun at me.""I never have before. Whatever it is it can't be worse than what I already know." Kira chuckled. "In fact it actually might make me like you more. All I know now is that you're a borderline stalker who kept my best friend from being liked by anyone.""I'm not a stalker." He said, hiding his face in his blanket. "I just love him, okay?""Right." Kira said. "But you don't act like it.""We were friends. He was my only friend. He was all I had, no one else would even acknowledge me as human. I was quirkless, you must get what that's like. The bullying, the whispers. It was a lot."Kira nodded. "Yeah. I do get it.""But when things got bad... Kacchan scared the bullies away. He made sure I was alright. And eventually they would just leave me alone." Deku smiled softly and Kira almost felt bad for him.There was no lies. No manipulation. He was being genuine, he understood that he couldn't lie to her."But Kacchan... He was so cool. Eventually... Everyone liked him. Everyone wanted to talk to him. To date him." He frowned. "I had always loved him. But I hadn't been jealous over him until then. He had more friends. Girl's talked about having crushes on him. I missed when I had him all to myself. He wouldn't talk to me as often, started sitting with the more popular kids. The people we used to make fun of together, because we were jealous of them."He stopped and reached his arm up. Trying to rub his eyes. He was crying. Actually crying, he hated the feeling. When his tears got out of control.When he faked it he knew he could stop whenever he wanted. But when it was real...It felt like it would never stop."I thought that... If I told him... And he felt the same way. We'd be together, I'd be his boyfriend. I'd have him back. He'd have to hang out with me more. Include me" Deku opened his eyes and looked at Bakugou fondly. "I was planning to do it differently. But something boiled over. He was sitting in the classroom after school with his new friends. They were all laughing together and he was... Ignoring me. Pushing me a side. Telling me to wait a minute, he wouldn't come aside and talk to me like I wanted."Kira bit her lip as he hesitated."So I told him. Right then and there. Infront of everyone." He admitted. "It probably wasn't my best move, but I could just feel him slipping away. He didn't care anymore. He had so much and I only had him. And he didn't care."He glared at Bakugou suddenly and then squeezed his eyes shut. "He stared at me... For so long. Like he didn't know what I was saying. Like I had sprouted another head. Like I was insane.""You embarrassed him." Kira whispered. It wasn't accusatory or like she was making an excuse for whatever Bakugou did after this. She was just stating a fact. Copying his thoughts."That cute blushing face he had changed in a second. When the first person chuckled." Midoriya recalled. "Then he... He yelled at me. For the first time. He lashed out, he called me slurs. He made me feel like a freak. You don't understand what it's like to be treated like that by someone you love. Infront of so many people. I was humiliated. It was awful and I hate him for it. It's not fair. It's not my fault...""He had everything. He had a quirk. He had so many friends. He had two parents who love him. He never had to worry about money. Never had to watch his mom go without a meal just so he could eat his fill.""He apologized but... I wanted him to understand what it felt like. To be me. I wanted him to know what it was like, to have everyone hate you for something out of control. I wanted everyone to like me more, even his parents. Even the teachers and the girls." He laughed. It was a breathless, amazed laugh. "And I did it... I fucking did it."
Deku shook his head. Like he was amazed that he had actually pulled off his revenge plan."I was so mad at him. I wanted it to go back to how it was. When it was just him and me. I thought maybe... If he was alone like I was... And I became his friend again. If I rescued him like he rescued me when we were kids... I'd be his hero. Like he was mine. He'd love me like I love him. That's what I wanted, I was going to forgive him. Make him like me because he had no one else. Save him..."He glared up at Kira."But you beat me too it." He spat, hatefully."Instead of me giving him a chance... It was you. You just showed up and ruined everything. Now he's obsessed with you. That's how I know it would have worked. Because now he loves you... It should have been me." Deku glared at Kira. That anger she had been expecting finally set in."Thanks." Kira said softly. "For telling me."She understood everything better now. Understood both Deku and Bakugou. Understood how they got like this. And while this definitely didn't excuse anything Midoriya did, it made it easier for Kira to understand."You would have figured it out eventually." Midoriya mumbled."Yeah. But thank you for being honest.""Like I said. You would have figured it out." He repeated with a frown."Why... Why haven't you told anyone anything yet?" He asked her. It had been killing him. Waiting for her to tell everyone who he really was. Waiting for his peers to hate him again, for things to go back to the way they had been when he was a kid.He had resigned to his fate. He wouldn't lie. He wouldn't defend himself. He was so fucking tired. And there wouldn't be any use anyways. They would Believe Kira over him. He couldn't compete with a mind-reader."There wouldn't be much point too it." Kira shrugged. "I can't keep this system going. Him making your life suck. You making his suck. Why would I restart that? It wouldn't help anyone.""You can't expect me to actually believe you're that nice." He scoffed."I don't care what you believe. It's not my place. If Bakugou wants to put you for all of your shit then that's his choice." Kira rolled her eyes. "But I really don't see that happening.""You don't?" He asked, looking back at Bakugou."Not really." Kira said. "He wants to move on Izuku. And so should you. You have friends that really care about you. You aren't alone anymore, you two don't need to keep going on like this.""They're not Kacchan." He said with an almost pout. "I want Kacchan.""Well Kacchan doesn't really want you right now." Kira said honestly. "Just give it time. Maybe try to be a little nicer.""I am nice." He frowned."Real nice. Not that fake shit.""What's the difference?"A/N: So the Lore expands...This is not made to excuse Midoriya's behavior but rather to explain it. And obviously what Bakugou did was definitely NOT cool or excusable either. He totally did a fucked up thing to Deku. So it was just a circle of shitty moves until they ended up here...AnywayssDeku if he was a song:
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Bakugou and Deku's fight with all might proved to be just as chaotic as Kira had expected. The two spent as much time fighting each other as they did fighting All Might. There were literally four different times when they physically hit eachother.All while All Might was absolutely wrecking them both. Punching them into the ground without mercy. It really was a fucked up thing to watch.Kira stood beside Kirishima, gripping his arm. At times she held it so hard he had to harden his skin to keep her from accidentally bruising him. He understood her suspense, no one looked away from the screens the entire fight. No one could really tell who was going to come out on top until it was over.Until Midoriya carried Bakugou out in their last effort to escape.Yeah he wasn't going to like that at all. She figured he'd be pretty pissed off when he woke up. Kira left the observation room after being dismissed by Aizawa. She received several congratulations from other celebrating students. Mina and Sero had unfortunately lost their round with Midnight, both completely distraught over not being allowed to go to the summer camp. But they still stopped to congratulate Kira and Denki.So Kira conveniently let it "slip" that she knew they'd be able to go anyways. They'd just have to take extra classes.After that Kira grabbed her things and made her way to Recovery Girl's office. When she walked in her uncle was gone. Thank God, she didn't know what they were supposed to say to each other after all that.Midoriya was laying in the bed, head down, ass up. His back recovering from when All Might rammed into it and threw him against a bus. Bakugou was on his back, still in his hero costume. Completely unconscious.Midoriya on the other hand was awake. Kira could sense his thoughts. He was just thinking about the fight. About all that his mentor had said to him just moments ago.She sat and listened, he hadn't even really noticed that someone came in.She never expected that there would be a moment in time when she didn't completely despise the boy.
When he knew she was around his thoughts were constantly bitter, angry. She put him in a very bad mood. But right now he was calm...She caught a glimpse of him. As he sat there, looking out the window with his face against his pillow. "Why did they have to set it up like this? Against all might. With Kacchan? At least it's all over now. Man my back hurts. I hit him, I kinda feel bad about it. We've had our fights before but it's never gotten physical. He punched me, without even hesitating when I was trying to strategize. Are we really that bad? Does he really hate me that much?"Kira slowed her breathing and didn't move. Trying to remain quiet. She wanted to listen to him, while he didn't know she was there. She hated him, but she wanted to understand him better.Because maybe if she did... She could fix this. Not their relationship, but Maybe help him. She wanted Deku to move on, this wasn't healthy. Not for anyone involved."I guess it's my fault. Nothing I do works. I want him. I want him to like me. And only me. I want to be his only one. That's all. That's all I've ever asked for." He thought sadly. Kira cringed at his weird obsessive thoughts."It's happening again. Just like how it started. He has people around him. People he likes more than me. I'm losing him. I don't want to lose him. I need him. Why can't he understand that?"Kira watched him. Barely able to see the reflection of his face in the window. His eyes were closed, anyone else would have thought he was sleeping. She knew if he opened his eyes he would see her. He would be angry at her again, close off his thoughts and just spiral again."He's all I have. And he hates me. I ruined everything. Why did I have to try and change things? I wish I could just go back. Back to when we were kids, friends. I would do anything to take it all back. I'd be content, I'd be okay with just following him around, suppressing my feelings. I want to go back. I could deal with seeing him with girls, with him having other friends that take up his time. I could deal with that better than I could deal with him hating me."His eyes peeled open. Kira could see clearly that he had been crying. She bit her thumbnail. She knew he'd notice her, so she moved and sat down by Bakugou's medical bed. Midoriya glanced up and saw her. His eyes went wide, then he just stared. Too tired and mildly dead inside."So I guess you heard all of that didn't you? If you're going to read people's minds you should at least knock on the door. Let them knew you're there." He mumbled. Closing his eyes again."What happened?" Kira asked. Not responding to his suggestion."I thought you knew everything?" Deku grumbled, trying to turn his head so he could see her completely. Not just through the reflection.It took a moment. But he eventually turned completely, his face level with Bakugou's. He stared at him for a second and then closed his eyes. If Kira hadn't been there, he would have stared longer."Not everything. Not yet. I'm just good at pretending like I do." Kira said honestly. "Neither of you think about it much. You both regret what happened.""I don't. It wasn't my fault, it was his." Midoriya said spitefully."Tell me." Kira said. Leaning forward. "I'll figure it out anyways, and we all know you're not opposed to spreading rumors.""Figure it out yourself." He said. "She won't see my side. It's embarrassing and I don't want to relive it. She'll just poke fun at me.""I never have before. Whatever it is it can't be worse than what I already know." Kira chuckled. "In fact it actually might make me like you more. All I know now is that you're a borderline stalker who kept my best friend from being liked by anyone.""I'm not a stalker." He said, hiding his face in his blanket. "I just love him, okay?""Right." Kira said. "But you don't act like it.""We were friends. He was my only friend. He was all I had, no one else would even acknowledge me as human. I was quirkless, you must get what that's like. The bullying, the whispers. It was a lot."Kira nodded. "Yeah. I do get it.""But when things got bad... Kacchan scared the bullies away. He made sure I was alright. And eventually they would just leave me alone." Deku smiled softly and Kira almost felt bad for him.There was no lies. No manipulation. He was being genuine, he understood that he couldn't lie to her."But Kacchan... He was so cool. Eventually... Everyone liked him. Everyone wanted to talk to him. To date him." He frowned. "I had always loved him. But I hadn't been jealous over him until then. He had more friends. Girl's talked about having crushes on him. I missed when I had him all to myself. He wouldn't talk to me as often, started sitting with the more popular kids. The people we used to make fun of together, because we were jealous of them."He stopped and reached his arm up. Trying to rub his eyes. He was crying. Actually crying, he hated the feeling. When his tears got out of control.When he faked it he knew he could stop whenever he wanted. But when it was real...It felt like it would never stop."I thought that... If I told him... And he felt the same way. We'd be together, I'd be his boyfriend. I'd have him back. He'd have to hang out with me more. Include me" Deku opened his eyes and looked at Bakugou fondly. "I was planning to do it differently. But something boiled over. He was sitting in the classroom after school with his new friends. They were all laughing together and he was... Ignoring me. Pushing me a side. Telling me to wait a minute, he wouldn't come aside and talk to me like I wanted."Kira bit her lip as he hesitated."So I told him. Right then and there. Infront of everyone." He admitted. "It probably wasn't my best move, but I could just feel him slipping away. He didn't care anymore. He had so much and I only had him. And he didn't care."He glared at Bakugou suddenly and then squeezed his eyes shut. "He stared at me... For so long. Like he didn't know what I was saying. Like I had sprouted another head. Like I was insane.""You embarrassed him." Kira whispered. It wasn't accusatory or like she was making an excuse for whatever Bakugou did after this. She was just stating a fact. Copying his thoughts."That cute blushing face he had changed in a second. When the first person chuckled." Midoriya recalled. "Then he... He yelled at me. For the first time. He lashed out, he called me slurs. He made me feel like a freak. You don't understand what it's like to be treated like that by someone you love. Infront of so many people. I was humiliated. It was awful and I hate him for it. It's not fair. It's not my fault...""He had everything. He had a quirk. He had so many friends. He had two parents who love him. He never had to worry about money. Never had to watch his mom go without a meal just so he could eat his fill.""He apologized but... I wanted him to understand what it felt like. To be me. I wanted him to know what it was like, to have everyone hate you for something out of control. I wanted everyone to like me more, even his parents. Even the teachers and the girls." He laughed. It was a breathless, amazed laugh. "And I did it... I fucking did it."
Deku shook his head. Like he was amazed that he had actually pulled off his revenge plan."I was so mad at him. I wanted it to go back to how it was. When it was just him and me. I thought maybe... If he was alone like I was... And I became his friend again. If I rescued him like he rescued me when we were kids... I'd be his hero. Like he was mine. He'd love me like I love him. That's what I wanted, I was going to forgive him. Make him like me because he had no one else. Save him..."He glared up at Kira."But you beat me too it." He spat, hatefully."Instead of me giving him a chance... It was you. You just showed up and ruined everything. Now he's obsessed with you. That's how I know it would have worked. Because now he loves you... It should have been me." Deku glared at Kira. That anger she had been expecting finally set in."Thanks." Kira said softly. "For telling me."She understood everything better now. Understood both Deku and Bakugou. Understood how they got like this. And while this definitely didn't excuse anything Midoriya did, it made it easier for Kira to understand."You would have figured it out eventually." Midoriya mumbled."Yeah. But thank you for being honest.""Like I said. You would have figured it out." He repeated with a frown."Why... Why haven't you told anyone anything yet?" He asked her. It had been killing him. Waiting for her to tell everyone who he really was. Waiting for his peers to hate him again, for things to go back to the way they had been when he was a kid.He had resigned to his fate. He wouldn't lie. He wouldn't defend himself. He was so fucking tired. And there wouldn't be any use anyways. They would Believe Kira over him. He couldn't compete with a mind-reader."There wouldn't be much point too it." Kira shrugged. "I can't keep this system going. Him making your life suck. You making his suck. Why would I restart that? It wouldn't help anyone.""You can't expect me to actually believe you're that nice." He scoffed."I don't care what you believe. It's not my place. If Bakugou wants to put you for all of your shit then that's his choice." Kira rolled her eyes. "But I really don't see that happening.""You don't?" He asked, looking back at Bakugou."Not really." Kira said. "He wants to move on Izuku. And so should you. You have friends that really care about you. You aren't alone anymore, you two don't need to keep going on like this.""They're not Kacchan." He said with an almost pout. "I want Kacchan.""Well Kacchan doesn't really want you right now." Kira said honestly. "Just give it time. Maybe try to be a little nicer.""I am nice." He frowned."Real nice. Not that fake shit.""What's the difference?"A/N: So the Lore expands...This is not made to excuse Midoriya's behavior but rather to explain it. And obviously what Bakugou did was definitely NOT cool or excusable either. He totally did a fucked up thing to Deku. So it was just a circle of shitty moves until they ended up here...AnywayssDeku if he was a song:
https://www.youtube.com/watch?v=eWE5aKdSIPE
"𝐹𝑜𝑟 𝑦𝑜𝑢, 𝐼 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑐𝑟𝑜𝑠𝑠 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑙𝑖𝑛𝑒.
𝐼 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑤𝑎𝑠𝑡𝑒 𝑚𝑦 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒.
𝐼 𝑤𝑜𝑢𝑙𝑑 𝑙𝑜𝑠𝑒 𝑚𝑦 𝑚𝑖𝑛𝑑...
𝑇ℎ𝑒𝑦 𝑠𝑎𝑦 :
"𝐻𝑒'𝑠 𝑔𝑜𝑛𝑒 𝑡𝑜𝑜 𝑓𝑎𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑖𝑠 𝑡𝑖𝑚𝑒."
𝐷𝑜𝑛'𝑡 𝑏𝑙𝑎𝑚𝑒 𝑚𝑒, L𝑜𝑣𝑒 𝑚𝑎𝑑𝑒 𝑚𝑒 𝑐𝑟𝑎𝑧𝑦.
𝐼𝑓 𝑖𝑡 𝑑𝑜𝑒𝑠𝑛'𝑡 𝑦𝑜𝑢 𝑎𝑖𝑛'𝑡 𝑑𝑜𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑖𝑡 𝑟𝑖𝑔ℎ𝑡.
𝐿𝑜𝑟𝑑 𝑠𝑎𝑣𝑒 𝑚𝑒 𝑚𝑦 𝑑𝑟𝑢𝑔 𝑖𝑠 𝑚y 𝑏𝑎𝑏𝑦 𝑖'𝑙𝑙 𝑏𝑒 𝑢𝑠𝑖𝑛𝑔 𝑓𝑜𝑟 𝑡ℎ𝑒 𝑟𝑒𝑠𝑡 𝑜𝑓 𝑚𝑦 𝑙𝑖𝑓𝑒..."
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