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Cynthia's POV

I squinted my eyes at him "Damien, you——"

But I couldn't continue as he smashed his lips against mine, shutting me up once again.

"Hmm" I hummed in protest when he pulled apart and our lips made a wet noise.

"Damn! You're so beautiful" He mumbled, resting his forehead against mine.

"How can you say that? When you can't even see me?" I asked, blinking at him in the dark while breathing heavily.

"Your face is imprinted not only on my mind, but on my soul, Sin..." He replied, cupping my face.

"Your beautiful, mesmerizing eyes..." He paused as his thumb passed by the corner of my eye before he placed a gentle kiss on each one.

"Your skin..." He caressed my cheek with the back of his fingers while his other hand still cupped my face.

"The smoothest that I've ever touched...so smooth...so flawless" His warm, steady breath fanned my face.

"Your perfectly shaped, cute little nose" He playfully pulled my nose causing me to chuckle.

"And then finally...these..." His thumb softly traced over my lower lip which quivered at his mere touch.

"Your perfectly, perfectly kissable, irresistible lips" His voice and breath coming out rugged as he spoke.

"Damn! Even your teeth...the way they sparkle when you smile at me..."

"And oh fucking god! Your smile..." He paused, shaking his head slightly.

"I feel like it'll kill me some day" His words instantly made me smile and I lowered my lashes, blushing.

"Sin, I want to be the only person who ever sees that smile...I want you to reserve that smile for me and only me..."

"Done" I promised against his thumb while looking at him through my lashes, gaining a wide, proud smile from him as if he was pleased with my answer.

"And now can we go back to talking about your lips?" He asked, his thumb once again moving across my lower lip.

"Depends...if you just wanna keep talking about them or——" I shrugged teasingly, only to be interrupted by him as he placed his lips against mine, once again sealing them into a breathtaking kiss.

My hand traveled to the back of his head, my fingers curling into his soft black hair while our lips moved against each other urgently...as we just couldn't get our fill for eachother's lips.

We pulled apart due to lack of oxygen, breathing hard.

"I can see you, baby..."

"Even with my eyes closed...even in my darkest days" He continued and before I could say anything, a light thunder striked outside, making me clench onto his shirt and move even more closer to him, if that was even possible as we were already way too close.

"For heaven's sake, Damien! Turn on the lights, you know I'm scared of dark" I said with my head buried into his chest, my voice coming out low and timid.

"Alright, wait here" He mumbled chuckling before beginning to take his arm out of my hold.

"No" I shook my head, tightening my grip.

"Please don't leave me" I added, lifting my head just enough to look at him.

"Okay come with me" He pressed his lips against my forehead.

"After all how can I forget that night when you got yourself stuck in the library...that night I gotta know that thunder, dark and Cynthia Miller, don't see eye to eye" He added before turning the lights on and I released a breath I didn't know I was holding.

"Anyways, show me your home now" I said excited while swiftly ignoring the fact that he knew about my fear.

"Alright...there's nothing much to show though" He replied, awkwardly scratching the back of his head.

"This is my living room..."

I looked around his living room, there wasn't much in it, plain off white, old looking walls with no pictures or art pieces hanging over them, a television set, no couch but just a beanie bag and even the windows had no curtains.

"Yeah...there's no couch because I don't need one and there's a gaming set up because I like to play sometimes——"

"What about when your friends come over?" I blutered out, interrupting him but then realized that he doesn't really have any friends apart from me, but what's said is said so I rather decided to tease him a little to lighten up the topic.

"Oh right, you don't have any friends" I added teasingly, pressing my lips together trying not to laugh as he squinted his eyes at me for a moment.

"Are you making fun of me?" He raised an eyebrow.

"I don't know...maybe" I shrugged grinning while taking a few steps backwards and before I knew it he charged towards me, picking me up by my waist from behind, my back to his front, and I laughed out loud, struggling to get out of his hold.

"You're such a little minx, Sin" He whispered into my ear and his warm breath over my skin, made me feel ticklish and I giggled even more.

"But I love the sound of your laugh...so you're forgiven" He added before placing a quick kiss just underneath my earlobe, causing me to close my eyes and gulp.

He walked towards the TV console with me still in his arms as if I weighed nothing, and turned the TV on before grabbing what seemed like a gaming console.

"Hey! But where am I supposed to sit!?" I complained but my query got solved as soon as he crashed on the large beanie bag along with me on his lap and his arms around me, with the gaming console in his hands.

"My lap, now shut up and let's play some game...it's been a while since I've even touched this console" He ordered and I couldn't help but roll my eyes as he began playing GTA 5.

"I know you're rolling your eyes, sweetheart, and it's bad manners..." He paused.

"Hmm...maybe I'm gonna have to teach you some manners soon" He continued and for some weird reason I found myself staring at his thumbs controlling the console.

"This is so boring, Damien" I sulked a moment later, throwing my head back on his chest while staring at the stupid flat screen.

"Here, I'll teach you how to play" He said, moving his eyes from the screen to me, handing me the console, and I grinned wide as that suddenly caught my interest.

An hour later, it was me who was playing the game and Damien, who was bored to death.

"Don't you wanna see...maybe my room now?" He asked.

"No, I'll see it later" I replied without taking my eyes off the screen.

"Gosh! This is so exciting, I wish I could drive and crash cars like that in real life too" I added, smiling widely.

"Baby, you'd end up in the hospital if you did that in real life" He replied, rolling his eyes.

"Jeez! I shouldn't have taught you this" He added, shaking his head.

"I'm gonna ask Paa to get me one of these soon" I said a moment later.

"What? The car?" Damien asked, frowning at the flat screen and I chuckled.

"No, silly, this game" I replied. 

"You can come over and play anytime you want, Sin" He offered generously while trailing his fingers up and down my thigh, distracting me.

And as if that distraction wasn't enough, soon I felt his lips on my neck and I shivered.

"Damien! Stop, you're distracting me" I tried to wiggle away from his lips, only for him to stop immediately and exhale a sharp before taking the controller from my hand and throwing it far away across the floor, making me gasp.

"No! You didn't just do that!" I narrowed my eyes, pissed at him for throwing such tantrum as if he was a little kid.

"Screw this game! I hate it now" He snapped.

"Why!? I could tell you loved it a while ago and now you just threw it away...I'm pretty sure it won't work now...and I'm also pretty sure how difficult it must have been for you to afford it and now you just broke it without thinking twice" I snapped back while folding my hands over my chest.

"Yeah I threw it away because that stupid thing was stealing your attention from me...and I hate it..." He stopped and looked away with a sharp breath, his nostrils flaring in anger. 

I held his hand on my lap, silently trying to analyze his point of view...trying to study him but as usual his outer exterior wasn't giving away much just except the fact that he was pissed.

"I hate not being the center of your world" He added a moment later, this time looking down at our entwined fingers on my lap while his other arm was still wrapped around my waist, holding me close to himself.

His words and behavior somewhat left me speechless but it somehow also assured me that he may not show it...he may not be as expressive in this relation as I am, but he sure feels the same way that I feel for him...he craves for me as much as I crave for him...he wants me as much as I want him and most of all...he fears losing me as much as I do.

Maybe he also loves me——alright I guess I need to draw the line here. I think I'm getting way too ahead of myself right now.

"And what if someone ever comes between us? Or separates us?" I stared at him long enough before voicing my thoughts out without thinking much.

I couldn't understand my own behavior as to why was I even asking such questions? Or where were these thoughts even coming from? Or what answer was I even expecting from him?

Damien looked up slowly, straight into my eyes.

"I'll kill him"

And the fact that he didn't even blink or the fact that such words rolled off his tongue so smoothly, without even the tiniest bit of hesitation as if this was just another one of his usual things, was enough for me to know how serious he was...how he meant exactly what he said.

I chuckled nervously before circling my arms around his neck and placing my lips against his, to lighten up the sudden thick air around us.

"I'm serious, baby" He mumbled against my lips once we pulled apart.

"Please don't ever betray me"

"And don't ever even think about leaving me"

"No matter what happens..."

"Because I don't know what I'd do" He gripped the back of my neck gently and once again kissed me passionately as I found myself melting away in his arms.

"Why?" I mumbled as soon as we pulled apart breathless and he frowned at me.

"Why would you think like that?"

"Why would I ever betray you or leave you when I lo——"

When I love you so much...

Was what I was about to bluter out in the heat of the moment but stopped immediately when I sensed how quickly his body went all tensed as he most probably guessed what I was about to say.

But why? Why is he so scared to hear those three words from me? If he feels the way he just portrayed he feels for me?

"Touch me...please" I whispered out of nowhere, completely changing the subject and also the thick tension between us into another kinda tension as I felt him relax under me.

Resting my forehead against his, I closed my eyes as soon as the words left my mouth as I blushed hard at my own blunt request.

When did I even get so bold and blunt? Where was all of this courage and confidence even coming from?

"Will you?"

His hand that was earlier resting on the nape of my neck, now cupped my cheeks "I would do anything and everything that you want me to...anything you ask me to, baby"

With that his lips found mine once again, this time with an urgency that I found myself mirroring.

Our lips moved against each other fiercely as if the world was about to end and we couldn't get our fill of eachother's lips. His tongue slipped through my lips and caressed mine before exploring each curve of my mouth and I let him.

He pulled apart and took off his oversized hoodie off me that he himself made me wear when we left my place, for which I mentally thanked him as I was suddenly feeling melting in it.

The wet patches that he earlier left on the thin oversized t-shirt that I was wearing, when we were in my room, now all dried up.

His mouth was soon on my jaw, leaving my lips, before trailing down my neck, taking his own sweet time in sucking, licking, biting his way down to my chest which heavied up and down while my hand was shoved into his hair on its own as I titled my neck sideways giving him all the access he needed.

His mouth came clamping over one of my boobs and he swirled his tongue around my already erect nipple through the thin fabric right before he stopped completely and hooked his hands under my thighs and stood up with me still in his arms as I wrapped my legs around his torso and our lips instinctively found their way back to eachother's, like magnets.

His hands brushed over my ass as he carried me further inside, to his bedroom, I was guessing.

I encircled my arms around his neck as our lips moved against eachother's urgently, igniting flames within the pit of my stomach and I don't know what got over me but I clamped his lower lip between my teeth and tugged on it while pulling apart just enough, right before my back it a soft mattress and he was hovering over me.

He chuckled, his eyes filled with amusement at what I just did and I shut my eyes close realizing that I just bit his lip.

"Jeez! What are you doing to me?" I mumbled to myself, panting hard, throwing a hand into my own hair.

"Exactly what you asked me to" Came a reply in his 'trying to catch my breath' voice, which was oh so, so sexy that it did unexplainable things to my body.

"But where exactly do you want me to touch you, babydoll?"

I snapped my eyes open at that silly question. He can't be seriously asking me that...when he knows already what I want and one look into his beautiful, captivating, baby blue eyes and I knew he was just teasing me.

"Come on, Damien" I tilted my head slightly, wanting him to get on with his task already.

"What come on Damien" He shrugged, giving me an innocent look "I really don't understand where you want me to touch you"

"Damien" I tried giving him a sharp look hoping that he might fall for it and stop teasing me already.

"I like hearing my name from your mouth...but I like it better when you scream it" He teased.

"Then make me" I blutered out before I could stop myself and once again squeezed my eyes shut, biting my tongue.

"See...that's good progress...we're slowly getting there..." He paused, his fingers trailing up and down at the side of my waist as if he was playing a guitar.

"Now look me in the eye and tell me where do you want me to touch you?" He continued right before I felt his lips near mine.

"Here?" He whispered, his lips brushing against mine before he sealed them into yet another steamy kiss.

"Or here?" He left open mouthed kisses from my jaw to my neck as soft, helpless moans and whimpers escaped my lips.

"Or here maybe?" His voice deep and raspy as he moved further down and without wasting any time he took one of my clothed nipples into the warm cavity of his mouth while his hand fondled with the other one, pinching and twisting it between his thumb and finger.

"Ahh!" A surprisingly loud moan left my mouth when his teeth tugged on my nipple before soothing it again with his mouth and letting it go, leaving it with a mixture of slight pain and absolute pleasure.

He rolled up my t-shirt just enough to reveal my stomach and his lips slowly made their way down my navel, leaving a trail of wet kisses.

"Here?" He mumbled, his lips just above the waistband of my pajamas.

"Yes" I breathed heavily, my chest rose up and down and I closed my eyes in relief thinking that he was finally getting there but I was so wrong as the next moment he was once again hovering over me.

"Damien——" I began only to be cut off by his lips on mine.

"Why——"

"Would you——"

"Do——that?"

I managed to speak against his lips in between our kiss.

"Why did you stop?" Our heavy breath fanned eachother's face, at the same time also entering eachother's mouths as our lips were too close, so close that they brushed together as I spoke.

"Please" The fire, the, now unbearable, ache between my legs literally made me beg him.

"I can't take it anymore" Tears welled up at the corner of my eyes as I began rubbing my thighs together without even realizing it and noticing that, his hand immediately held down my thigh, stopping my action completely.

"You're getting smarter day by day, aren't you? my sweet little Sin" His eyes danced with amusement and I literally wished to bang his head against a wall right now because I was getting beyond frustrated now.

"Just say the word, baby, and I'll do whatever the fuck you want me to"

"Do you really want me to spell it out?" I cried in frustration, thinking that seeing me cry will immediately make him drop his stubbornness.

"Yes" He nodded, stretching the word, a teasing smirk playing on his lips.

"Damien, you know me...I——"

"I won't be able to say it out loud" I stared down at his chest through my now wet lashes.

"Alright. I'm gonna need a less vague request next time" He shrugged and was about to get off me.

My eyes widen as I couldn't believe that he was really just about to leave me hanging in such situation.

Was he!?

Really!?

"Damien. Baby, wait" I held his collar, stopping him, pulling him back on over me.

"Alright. I'll say it" I nodded closing my eyes, giving up. Giving in to his stubbornness.

"I...I want you to——"

"Ah——ahh, eyes on me, baby, or you might have to repeat that" He smirked and I really wish I could smack that smirk off his face right this instance.

"I want you to touch me..." I paused as my face burned bright red and I was still not looking into his eyes but rather at his chest.

He raised an eyebrow at me, wanting me to continue.

"Down there" I finished quickly and I could tell he was anything but pleased by my answer.

"Down there what!? You want me to touch your feet!?" He rolled his eyes, bored.

I exhaled a sharp breath. Having had enough of his torture already, I grabbed his hand and placed it exactly where I wanted it to be, taking him by surprise.

"Here!" I mumbled shyly and he grinned before smashing his lips on mine while also slipping his hand inside my pants.

I moaned into his mouth when he slipped two of his fingers between my slick, wet folds.

"Fuck! You're dripping, baby"

"I'm sorry for making you wait this long"

He said in between the kisses while sliding both of his fingers up my folds and my entire body embarrassingly and visibly shuddered when the tip of his fingers finally met my throbbing clit. I felt as if I was about to come just at the mere touch, that's how bad my core was aching for him.

He gathered some juices from my entrance and began drawing slow circles over my clit, causing me to whimper in his mouth and as I was already on edge, I felt my climax nearing already but it all died down as soon as he pulled his fingers away but before I could even protest, he took me by surprise by shoving not just one, but two of his fingers inside me without any warning.

I gasped and held onto his muscular shoulder, feeling full and my eyes rolled back at the delicious feeling.

He began shoving his fingers in and out of me while his thumb massaged my clit, which was throbbing for it's life, forming the perfect rhythm.

"You love this, baby, don't you?"

"Oh, yes!"

"I do!"

"I love it!"

"Then say it"

"Let it out, my sweet angel"

"Ahh!"

"I——I love it"

"I love it when you finger-fuck me!" 

"Then come for me, my sweetest Sin"

"Come for me...like my good little girl"

I threw my head back on the pillow, my hair sprawling all over it and my eyes shut on the own accord as I came at his one command.

My body shuddering, shaking, surrendering in his arms as I came shattering all over his fingers, screaming his name.

"This is my room by the way"

"Ummm...it's beautiful..."

I managed to form a reply with my eyes still shut.

"Thank heavens you have a bed at least!"

•••

Hey,

I really love these characters...this story...it's the kind that I've always wanted to write...and now I just can't believe I haven't updated it since months now...

I know a sorry won't be enough so I won't apologise, rather I'll just keep updating this book regularly and one day when you reach the end of this book and feel content with how things turned out...maybe, just maybe, you might want to forgive me for leaving you guys hanging for so long.

Anyways,

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Until next time.

Love,

Crystal ❤️